bismillah...
here i am berselubung kesejukan di bumi Allah, dublin.
alhamdulillah.. easy to say but i find it really hard to mean it now.
final exam is in less than 3 months but i am losing my way, big time. and being sick at this point, does not really help. it just make things worse and divert millions of miles farther from the right track.
banyak fikiran dalam kepala, banyak perancangan, but none of them are executed at all. semua tergendala dan berpintal-pintal dalam keserabutan. if i could just grab a pair of scissors and cut these tangles off me, it would be great. but i cant really do that, can i?
if only i have the power to turn back the time,..
a couple of months from a defining moment of my life, and i am just a big furry ball of impossible tangles.

