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Thursday, September 29, 2011

i miss me

bismillahirrahmanirrahim..


mem-blogging di kala panas terik kat luar. sumpah panas gile kt cni. dah la org pregnant mmg badan panas akibat spiking level hormon2 yg ntahapape utk maintainkn pregnancy. silap haribulan boleh mati akibat heatstroke. betul, tak tipu!

dah nak 12 noon. xpe ade masa lagi sebelum nak masak. tgh hari hubby balik nak makan. hari2 hubby pesan takyah masak, kite beli je. tp masalahnye, tekak yg cerewet ni tak nak pn makan masakan luar. hubby masak pn tak lalu. hujung2 sendiri lah perlu memasak walau kadangkala badan dan perut dan tekak dan seluruh anggota tak terlarat.

okay. i'm whining. a lot. tak baik. but really, since i got pregnant, i havent feel like myself. i miss me. kdg2 jd frustrated sangat sebab jadik cmni. penat n hari2 tak sedap badan. may be this is why ibu mengandung banyak pahala. sebab memang susah sgt. so to you people yg slalu lupekan mak2 korang, insaflah. betapa susahnye mak2 korang mengandungkan korang dulu.

dah abes first trimester. but the sickness is still lingering secara hebat. i just wish i could do something about this. i want to feel me again. hari2 tak larat. hubby ajak jalan2 pn tak larat. sudahnye memeruk aje kat dlm rumah. and weekend plak buang2 tenaga mengukur highway utara-selatan to fulfill hobi kami laki-bini: balik kampung secara konsisten.

i hope time flies, nak cepat2 hilang this sickening nausea and lethargy.

Allah, give me strength.

sekian. nak masak.