2 1/2 years rase cam sekejap sgt. tb2 je ktrg da 3rd year n da ade osce n all. suddenly school takes more than 3 hours a day. n suddenly gak la the time has come for them to go back.
smlm da hantar 7 orang. putri, fatihah, anis, irah, shila, nafisah, liyana. the 1st trip ucd-pmc of our batch yg balik. walaupun hari skolah, ramai gak yg ngantornye. tengok, betapa sayangnye ktrg kt korang!
esok lg la ramai fly home. all of the jpa folks n some mara guys. xtau la nak forecast banjir besar or tornado kt dublin epot sok. HAHA.
btau raihan td in our psych seminar this afternoon, bestny klu dpt g skolah kt penang plak. bcs i
feel like my life is static, to have to stay here for 5 years (hopefully just 5 years) which is kinda boring. it might feel good to have some change. new environment, try sth different. then raihan said, may b it might be different for those people plak. like blajar halfway here, n then have to move n adapt to the new surrounding in the 2nd half. then i thought, ahh, betul gak. so kesimpulannye, whichever way, ade je advantages n drawbacks masing2.. [trying to rationalise in the effort to neutralise the agony after kene tgal kt epot smlm.. T.T]
tb2 rase cam kosong. sb kehilangan. okay2, fine. x hilang. hny bjauhan. but seriously, being here in the land of nowhere, no doubt kawan2 la yg jd family. bcs they are the ones yg able to always be there for u. 2 thn setengah menghadap the same faces almost everyday, rasa air tgn dlm makanan yg jd darah daging, ade yg makan sepinggan, minum secawan, tidur sebantal, msti la rase weird bl muka2 tu da xde. n when suddenly kene tinggal mcm ni, of course it felt awful. tipu la klu cakap xde perasaan pe2. xtau nak describe cane perasaan tu. nak nangis pn x sampai, tp x nangis jg cam sebal plak dlm dada. end up rase pelik yg overwhelming n indescribable yg kesimpulannye x best.
even da prepare for months, n tahu pun keadaan perpisahan ni akan blaku, tp when it actually happens still rase cam x ready lg. rase cam nak pausekan masa. or repeat lg ms2 mude ktrg kt cni..
i always think that jg org yg kn tinggal is harder than org yg meninggalkan. sb at least org yg meninggalkn tu x face the thgs yg remind them of us kt tmpat baru. mmg la drg akn igt je, but nothing there to remind them if one day they forget. mcm tempat2 or other stuff like food, or certain kind of smell. like the kedai2 kt city centre yg da kt redah same2, or bustop no10 kt belfield or clonskeagh mosque tmpt kt smayang raye, or lasagne or harold's x, or medina or bau kek coklat. hehe. everything. next time we encounter those things, akan teringat la.. n rindu.. HAHA. emosi pula. maafkan.
whatever pun, hope we'll always remember each other in our prayers, n wish that all of us akan jadi ORANG satu hari nnt. bukan orang2. life doesnt always go our way, but just believe everythg yg happen pn adelah yg terbaik yg boleh blaku n each has hikmah yg Allah nk bg.. n walaupun otak saye kecik n currently tersumbat dgn perkataan2 dpd tally o'connor, kenangan bersama kalian x mungkin akan terpadam dari kotak memori ini..
aku sayang kamu tapi yakinlah pdNya, perpisahan ini adalah untuk yg terbaik.
heartache. but harapnye kejap je. hopefully will heal soon. time is the best healer, kan. in the mean mean time, redha je la. n sabar menahan sengal2 dalam hati akibat rasa2 x seronok yg telah disebut di atas.
sekian.
yg mood x stabil sb kn duduk kt dublin sampai 2011,
han
masih di dublin jualah adanya..
smlm da hantar 7 orang. putri, fatihah, anis, irah, shila, nafisah, liyana. the 1st trip ucd-pmc of our batch yg balik. walaupun hari skolah, ramai gak yg ngantornye. tengok, betapa sayangnye ktrg kt korang!
esok lg la ramai fly home. all of the jpa folks n some mara guys. xtau la nak forecast banjir besar or tornado kt dublin epot sok. HAHA.
btau raihan td in our psych seminar this afternoon, bestny klu dpt g skolah kt penang plak. bcs i
feel like my life is static, to have to stay here for 5 years (hopefully just 5 years) which is kinda boring. it might feel good to have some change. new environment, try sth different. then raihan said, may b it might be different for those people plak. like blajar halfway here, n then have to move n adapt to the new surrounding in the 2nd half. then i thought, ahh, betul gak. so kesimpulannye, whichever way, ade je advantages n drawbacks masing2.. [trying to rationalise in the effort to neutralise the agony after kene tgal kt epot smlm.. T.T]tb2 rase cam kosong. sb kehilangan. okay2, fine. x hilang. hny bjauhan. but seriously, being here in the land of nowhere, no doubt kawan2 la yg jd family. bcs they are the ones yg able to always be there for u. 2 thn setengah menghadap the same faces almost everyday, rasa air tgn dlm makanan yg jd darah daging, ade yg makan sepinggan, minum secawan, tidur sebantal, msti la rase weird bl muka2 tu da xde. n when suddenly kene tinggal mcm ni, of course it felt awful. tipu la klu cakap xde perasaan pe2. xtau nak describe cane perasaan tu. nak nangis pn x sampai, tp x nangis jg cam sebal plak dlm dada. end up rase pelik yg overwhelming n indescribable yg kesimpulannye x best.
even da prepare for months, n tahu pun keadaan perpisahan ni akan blaku, tp when it actually happens still rase cam x ready lg. rase cam nak pausekan masa. or repeat lg ms2 mude ktrg kt cni..
i always think that jg org yg kn tinggal is harder than org yg meninggalkan. sb at least org yg meninggalkn tu x face the thgs yg remind them of us kt tmpat baru. mmg la drg akn igt je, but nothing there to remind them if one day they forget. mcm tempat2 or other stuff like food, or certain kind of smell. like the kedai2 kt city centre yg da kt redah same2, or bustop no10 kt belfield or clonskeagh mosque tmpt kt smayang raye, or lasagne or harold's x, or medina or bau kek coklat. hehe. everything. next time we encounter those things, akan teringat la.. n rindu.. HAHA. emosi pula. maafkan.
whatever pun, hope we'll always remember each other in our prayers, n wish that all of us akan jadi ORANG satu hari nnt. bukan orang2. life doesnt always go our way, but just believe everythg yg happen pn adelah yg terbaik yg boleh blaku n each has hikmah yg Allah nk bg.. n walaupun otak saye kecik n currently tersumbat dgn perkataan2 dpd tally o'connor, kenangan bersama kalian x mungkin akan terpadam dari kotak memori ini..
aku sayang kamu tapi yakinlah pdNya, perpisahan ini adalah untuk yg terbaik.
heartache. but harapnye kejap je. hopefully will heal soon. time is the best healer, kan. in the mean mean time, redha je la. n sabar menahan sengal2 dalam hati akibat rasa2 x seronok yg telah disebut di atas.
sekian.
yg mood x stabil sb kn duduk kt dublin sampai 2011,
han
masih di dublin jualah adanya..
