bismillah..
leganya dah weekend. it has been a super-long week. sungguh. really beat. sumpah, penat.
but so far, everything has been good. i learned a lot about medicine, as well as life in the hosp. meeting sick people, some on the death bed, some with certain kind of disabilities. really made me realise the word gratitude and appreciation, i how i tend to take certain things for granted. like bnafas, or bjalan, n even my sight. setiap pagi bangun, tanpa bimbang dan ragu sangat yakin masih akan bernafas, masih boleh melihat dan berjalan. sampai kadang2 terlupa kpd yg Maha Memberi. dah tu, x reti2 lagi nak cakap alhamdulillah?
spent long hours in the hospital. from 7 in the morning until 4 or 5-ish pm. every single day, not even one missed since school re-opened post-easter. n only a few hours (or even minutes!) of sitting down in that. rounds, ots, clinics. plus, these came right after the traumatic no-food-no-heat-no-sleep-no-nothing event last weekend. well, tanak komen on that. anyway, i thought i have stopped breathing, or lose a few toes or even my feet over the cold-bite. HAHA.
but all the nightmare's gone now. well, i certainly hope so. dont know what would vincent's promise. tapi sgt2 lega sb x perlu lg bangun terlalu awal di pagi hari utk menunggu bas dan menghabiskan masa x berkualiti di atas bas kerana kedudukan hosp yg jauh.
how was life like in the past week? honestly, it felt meaningless. everyday, bangun pagi, tunggu bas, hospital, tunggu bas, penat penat penat, balik makan dan tido. setiap hari. di manakah life saye? ade sesape ternampak atau terjumpe? mungkinkah tercicir di tengah jalan on the way to mmuh?
it might sound like i'm whining n fretting over my career, kan? well, may b a bit. but it certainly wont hinder me from graduating. =p
-han, yg sukekan weekend =) -
