bismillah..
well, as the title says, my sleeping disorder datang lagi. why oh why?
han bukan wonderwoman yang pegi rescue crime victim tengah-tengah malam sampai tak dapat tido cukup. bukan jugak catwoman yang kua malam-malam pegi goda batman. juga bukan security guard yang jaga arkib negara or night at the museum. bukan jua superstar yang buat gig sampai pagi hari-hari. so why am i losing so much sleep? idiopathic, bukan? tido hanya less than 3 hours a day for over a week now. and tonight, tido setengah jam, terjaga and tak mau lelap dah. terasa sengal-sengal dalam brain like ade skru yang dah loose or even tercabut somewhere. alahai.. always kagum dgn people yg even without bantal pun bole sleep soundly. and here i am, not sleeping even when i have the whole room for myself. sungguh people, ajarkan ilmu itu kepadaku, the one where you letak kepala terus je lelap!
honestly, i dont mind not sleeping. bcs then i will have more time to do stuff,..you know how 24hours a day are never enough, apatah lagi if you spend a third of it sleeping. i'd like it if i dont need sleep. but the thing is now, bile takleh tido pn, takleh buat anything produktif. just wasting the time doing anything that doesnt require thinking eg cleaning and rearranging things in my room, then tergolek-golek ngan bantal and duvet pastu tiba-tiba jeng jeng jeng da pagi! magic, bukan? lalu dengan perasaan yang macam godzilla nak makan orang and with penat semalam yang tak hilang, starting a new day secara tak best. and they say that reduction in sleep quality n quantity is the sign of ageing. omaigoddddd!!
plus if you dont sleep well(or lose your good night sleep at all), you get:
a. cranky, to add to the crankiness of the exam situation
b. dark circles under your eyes (and sometimes macam bola golf)
c. hideous, gorgo-the-dinosour type of skin
d. un-glowing complexion similar to the mummy in tomb of the dragon emperor
e. a visit by the the pimples sampai bole pegi casting iklan clean and clear, but becoming the 'before' model
f. weight gain (P.E.T.O.M!-need i explain?)
g. and all the ugly things that come in combo that make you un-pretty, un-attractive, and un-smart!
uhuh.. so please, i need my beauty sleep!
the exam is nearing and i need to sleep to function. and this is our finals so you see how important sleep is for me at this crucial point of my life. tapi time-time ni la tidur tanak singgah. what is the silver lining?
ok. like i said earlier, tiba-tiba da pagi sekarang. subuh, then kena kua gi hospital. uh-uh. a 4hour lecture from mr mcentee in the mater, starts at 9am on saturday morning. isnt that 'great'? so great-lah tu sebab may be takleh tido malam ni sebab excited sangat.
i miss mama. she used to stay with me at night when i couldnt sleep. uhuh. nak balik johor~
[forgive me if i whine. but i need sleep. desperately.]
well, as the title says, my sleeping disorder datang lagi. why oh why?
han bukan wonderwoman yang pegi rescue crime victim tengah-tengah malam sampai tak dapat tido cukup. bukan jugak catwoman yang kua malam-malam pegi goda batman. juga bukan security guard yang jaga arkib negara or night at the museum. bukan jua superstar yang buat gig sampai pagi hari-hari. so why am i losing so much sleep? idiopathic, bukan? tido hanya less than 3 hours a day for over a week now. and tonight, tido setengah jam, terjaga and tak mau lelap dah. terasa sengal-sengal dalam brain like ade skru yang dah loose or even tercabut somewhere. alahai.. always kagum dgn people yg even without bantal pun bole sleep soundly. and here i am, not sleeping even when i have the whole room for myself. sungguh people, ajarkan ilmu itu kepadaku, the one where you letak kepala terus je lelap!
honestly, i dont mind not sleeping. bcs then i will have more time to do stuff,..you know how 24hours a day are never enough, apatah lagi if you spend a third of it sleeping. i'd like it if i dont need sleep. but the thing is now, bile takleh tido pn, takleh buat anything produktif. just wasting the time doing anything that doesnt require thinking eg cleaning and rearranging things in my room, then tergolek-golek ngan bantal and duvet pastu tiba-tiba jeng jeng jeng da pagi! magic, bukan? lalu dengan perasaan yang macam godzilla nak makan orang and with penat semalam yang tak hilang, starting a new day secara tak best. and they say that reduction in sleep quality n quantity is the sign of ageing. omaigoddddd!!
plus if you dont sleep well(or lose your good night sleep at all), you get:
a. cranky, to add to the crankiness of the exam situation
b. dark circles under your eyes (and sometimes macam bola golf)
c. hideous, gorgo-the-dinosour type of skin
d. un-glowing complexion similar to the mummy in tomb of the dragon emperor
e. a visit by the the pimples sampai bole pegi casting iklan clean and clear, but becoming the 'before' model
f. weight gain (P.E.T.O.M!-need i explain?)
g. and all the ugly things that come in combo that make you un-pretty, un-attractive, and un-smart!
uhuh.. so please, i need my beauty sleep!
the exam is nearing and i need to sleep to function. and this is our finals so you see how important sleep is for me at this crucial point of my life. tapi time-time ni la tidur tanak singgah. what is the silver lining?
ok. like i said earlier, tiba-tiba da pagi sekarang. subuh, then kena kua gi hospital. uh-uh. a 4hour lecture from mr mcentee in the mater, starts at 9am on saturday morning. isnt that 'great'? so great-lah tu sebab may be takleh tido malam ni sebab excited sangat.
i miss mama. she used to stay with me at night when i couldnt sleep. uhuh. nak balik johor~
[forgive me if i whine. but i need sleep. desperately.]
