bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah...
dengan ini maka exam dah habis, semester da habis, tahun da nak habis. haha. yosh! semangat sebab jangka waktu persekolahan saya hanya tinggal 3 semester. 3 semester beb! insyaAllah. ya Allah, cepat la bagi habis..
it's snowing in dublin hari ni. tp light je la. n bitterly cold. naik basikal gi exam hall in rds, macam beku. balik from exam td jalan kaki bersama lynn n durar, walaupun rancak bersembang tapi my jaw was freezing okay. macam pelat je nak sebut perkataan. uhuh.
a week to xmas. semua orang dah berada dalam xmas spirit. anna blk tipp, owen balik clonmel, breff blk wexford, mark balik utara. adeyhhh. mesti perasaan drg macam perasaan orang melayu yang nak balik kampung utk raya aidilfitri. saya cemburu. diorang dapat balik kampung n i have to stay here. home alone toksah nak elaborate lagi.
this week sure feels very very very long. macam-macam hal berlaku. i'm feeling like i'm 10 years older, but may be non-the wiser. hahaha.
exam dah habis. cuti dah tiba. it's snowing outside. tapi terasa macam sangat-sangat empty. why? because i'm socially deprived. ape kes? hehe. gurau. because i really miss home n my family. wish they were here.
speaking of living abroad. memang nampak macam best. lagi-lagi negara sejuk, tempat orang putih kan. memang best kot. atas sebab-sebab yang han malas nak elaborate. but despite those, it really needs a lot of kekuatan zahir dan batin. especially for somebody yang payah berenggang dengan family macam saya. i dont regret my decision to be here, but if i were to choose again, i'd do otherwise.
aduh, apsal la sayu sangat perasaan sekarang. macam nak hari raya pulak.
anyway, i'm going to prague day after tomorrow. bukan la beria sangat nak berjalan. tapi memandangkan this is gonna be my last winter here, pegi je la. next winter dah spend kat msia pulak for elective.
ok. dah cukup. sekarang kena masak sebab dah lama la tak masak konon-konon busy dengan hospital, sekolah dan exam padahal sebenarnya tak berapa nak rajin memasak proper food.
baiklah.
salam maal hijrah.
[silently counting days untuk ape pun saye tak tahu]
