bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
friday. 4th week in paeds rota. perasaan? very exhausted to the bone.
indeed. minggu ni is really exhausting. keluar rumah as early as half-six in the am, and were only 'discharged' from the hospital after 5. i slept a lot this week as well, 7-8 hours everyday. slept like kayu balak, bom meletup pun tak sedar agaknya. may be that's my current compensatory mechanism to cope with all the tiredness and stress. stress ke? ape taknye, exam in 2 weeks time. and yet sepanjang minggu hari2 balik dan pengsan and hence no studying except what i did in the hospital.
i miss home. i miss my family. i miss bie. busy sgt sampai tak sempat nak homesick or bercinta. it's very true.
hopefully the coming 2 weeks takkan be this busy.
and please let this end soon.
sekarang rasa sgt penat. i need strength.

