bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
weekend datang lagi, yeay!! tiba masanya utk homesick.. huhu. I MISS HOME!! cepat la balek....
'thas been a very long week. again.. but officially completed my vascular surgery rotation today. wahah. gembira + suka hati. no more long hours of standing in the operating theatre. not these coming few months at least. n no more worrying about getting varicose vein this young. hehe. i was the only student in the team. memule tu sakit jantung la gak, bcs i was alone to receive all the bombardings fr the others in the team. but as time goes by, things got better, n they are really nice people. will surely miss the team there. fraser, noel, don, rebecca, mr sheehan, n my hero sam. huhu.
semalam for the 1st time ever, i got soaked w blood in the ot. it was during the ileofemoral bypass, when fraser released the clamp on the artery to remove all the debris during the endarterectomy of the ileofemoral, so they wont cause thrombus or anything like that, the blood came spurting down the ab aorta n gushing straight to my face n chest. haha. everybody laughed at me of course. luckily i scrubbed in n donned the fully sterile attire n face mask, eye protector n all. but it was cool, being soaked in blood, n funny too. haha
1st week juga menetap di donnybrook. so far, best kot. still getting used to different environment. different room, different bed, different desk, different door, everything is new to me. a different new vibe. so, i'm gonna give it some time for reevaluation. even if it turns out to be tak okay, what can i do eh? pindah again? haha. cukup2 la.. mama pun da sindir2 je. HAHA. God, i miss her so much.
just finished my long-overdued redo osce too. fuhhhh, lega. even sket je, tp rase lega abess. huhu. at least, no more anxiety when logging in to ucdconnect, awaiting for the calling email by anne molphy fr ucd school of medicice. hoho.
hmmm..
cepatnye ms blalu. cam x sempat nak sedar tb2 da abes mgu ni. final exam in 37 days. sempat ke? huhu.
the academic year is almost ending. other than the study n nerdy side of my life, what else did i gain or learn this past year? uhuh? tepuk dada, tanya iman..
muhasabah.. muhasabah..
[x sabar nak balek for summer holiday, but in the same time, berdebar. doakan..]
