eksiden

pagi tadi eksiden basikal dgn tong sampah besar secara embarassing. bese la. itulah yang terjadi apabila menunggang basikal sambil drowsy and half-asleep and berangan and tak berapa nak tulus ikhlas hati ni pegi hospital. so i hurt my right little finger. okay i know i am such a baby but it still hurts.

esok baru friday but rasa macam dah takde energy reserve for the remaining days of the week. 100 kali hari ni breffiny bertanya soalan yang sama, 'are you okay? you sure?' tiredness. tanda-tanda awal penuaan.

ariff tgh high-spirited nak jadik doktor yang cemerlang, but here i am, sangat-sangat mencemburui semangat itu tapi just can't be bothered to do anything more.

well. dah nak flat. jom tido, untuk kesekian kalinya tanpa membaca buku, sebab esok will be another long day in st vincent's university hospital and i am too tired now to be bothered. medicine is just great.

sekian. selamat malam.

[i need a good news. whatever. just make it good. because at present, life is too bleak.]