midland regional hospital in tullamore, co offaly. day 2.
hari yg sgt indah dan permai di sini. thank you Allah. the sun was out but it was still freezing. tak tau bila agaknya suhu akan menjadi suam-suam kuku. malaysia panas terik, dry season. tapi kami di sini beku ibarat tinggal dalam peti sejuk. luckily tiada hujan, yet.
tadi bersembang ngn sorang makcik patient dalam ward. secara hebatnya dgn kuasa Allah azzawajalla beliau survived a massive pe due to saddle embolus. miracle bukan? sedangkan secara teori yg kami diajar, saddle embolus is fatal. tapi kuasa Allah, tiada siapa mampu question. and ada sorang lg makcik yg han bersembang dgnnya juga, has left eye thrombus. how lucky she is sb that thrombus can easily goes to the brain instead and causes stroke. having cloudy vision in one eye is nothing compared to lifetime dependency to other people to even go to the toilet.
well, i guess in life there are so many things to be thankful for. sb no matter how hard keadaan is, there are always keadaan yg lebih teruk yg boleh berlaku tetapi Allah telah sangat baik hati kepada kita untuk menjauhkan the worst from us.
ape han membebel pun han taktau dgn bahasa yg macam sgt cantik pasti language teachers dan pencinta bahasa pedih mata dan hati membaca. maafkan saya cikgu.
makan megi for dinner and had rash breakout. sara cakap it's weird and so random. han cakap itu tanda-tanda ketidaksesuaian untuk berada di sini lebih lama lagi.
nak balik dublin please.. in my own room, my own bed, my own chair, my own desk, my own study lamp.
i'm just being difficult. bcs there're only 19days left before our final exam and i'm not doing anything productive here.
sekian.
[numbness. azi, ebeq, shida balik msia hari ni. sengal-sengal dalam hati.]
