bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
bertemu lagi.
macam bese bermula dgn weather report. hari ini dublin sangat sejukkkkk. -1degree. cakap secara berasap2. frost everywhere pg td ms kua umah. yes, winter is in the air.
anyway,.. still doing psychiatry. this week : child and adolescent mental health. i guess it is interesting actually, tp disebabkan lectures and tutorials yg kadang2 membosankan tahap dah yawn 1000kali pun tetap rasa nak yawn lagi, it becomes sedikit uninteresting.
let me just own this up : i found myself procrastinating a looooottttttt these days. and circumstances yg at times not really helping, really is detrimental to me. so i am here, 2 weeks to psych completion, and i am stuck with the neverending reflective essay yg han pn tak tau apsal tak siap2 and psych topics yg ke laut, not including osce lagi. esok de practice osce so if i am still going at this rate, boleh la menganga lagi. to make matters heavier (mind you, not worse), i will also be having paeds written paper at the end of this rotation. how does that sound?
the size of each is, i tell you, MASSIVE! and the effect of not doing them properly is even more enormously gigantic.
tu pun nasib baik hal2 urusan medicine elective dah selesai. big thanks to my sweet lynn sb sudi tolong men-submit-kan the approval form in ucd, sebab han tahap tak boleh blah no way akan gi campus yang di atas bukit tersebut.
if nak justify, to be fair to myself, i actually did try to get them done. like the essay n the studying part. but everytime i'll just get stuck somewhere at the beginning. i spent unproductive hours actually, doing them.
half-six now and here i am ranting about my procrastinations. so dah malu dah ni. so jom stadi psych so that tak menganga esok time osce kt lucena clinic.
sekian. let's quit procrastinating. because it is not healthy tahap cancerous and fatal if not treated now.
~i miss my family sooooooooo much! tak sabarnye nak balik for xmas!!!
