bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
berada dalam hospital bahagia, melihat telatah dan ragam para pesakit. memang mencuit hati. setiap hari berdekah2, tp dalam hati je la. hihi. seriously, they are really entertaining walau kadang2 memeningkan. tak kurang jugak, kadang2 rasa takut kena attack by these patients, especially the ones yg dalam locked wards.
but that apart, actually i dont get psychiatry. yes, it is interesting, but i really dont get it.
final year for my medicine degree yang tinggal beberapa bulan. i dont know. it feels good i guess. tapi memandang ke hadapan, i really dont have idea of what am i gonna do next.
i was chatting with my colleagues over coffee this am about this. there was 4 of us, and i was the only one who doesnt really have any clear plan yet, where the others, they already know even which scheme to pursue. and that is so depressing.
what am i gonna do? selalu je cakap, i'll finish my degree first and then see what happens. but that is just me, a major, big-time procrastinator. now my 5-year course is coming to its end, but im still not clear as to what should i do next. haih~
in eire, there are quite a bunch of courses and exams that you have to complete within certain period of years as a reg. in canada, you are granted an attending position after 5 years of practicing medicine. in malaysia? i dont have any idea. somebody, enlighten me about the specialist training schemes in malaysia pleaseeeeeeeee..........
