bismillahirrahmanirrahim
new day. new life. eh, salah. scratch that. hidup yg sama, hanya moving forward.
hari raya aidiladha. yang terakhir di bumi eire, insyaAllah. tak dapat pergi solat sunat raya pagi tadi sb keadaan di hospital tak mengizinkan han utk ponteng. patah hati juge, menyambut aidiladha terakhir di hospital bahagia, bersama patient2 yg belum tentu bahagia. but alhamdulillah, everything always works out for the best kan?
submitted my essay paper yesterday. and today, secara rasminya melangsaikan beban yg membebankan fikiran more than anythg else sejak 3 mgu lalu ie case presentations to consultant. lega teramat because i will have more laxity in my timetable now. and the fact that it is over, makes me feel less neurotic.
one more week before my finals for psych and paeds. done my elective form, reflective essay, case presentations. now boleh focus pd textbooks yg tak berapa nak berusik since the past 4 weeks.
angin menderu2 kat luar. been a few nights now, with that nasty windy cold and wet weather. winter is in the air. and winter means less sleep for me.
i dont know why i dont sleep much during winter, despite the fact that it's gonna be dark and cold, for most hours of the day, which is a perfect environment set for hibernation. in a way, i like it bcs i will have more time from less sleeping. but it also means i can be more tired than usual at times. selalunya 7-8jam tdo pn belum tentu nak bgn, but in winter, 5jam tido is my max. now dah seminggu tidur 3-4jam sehari. but im okay i guess.
now rambling and ranting purposelessly here like i dont have better things to do.
anyway, i miss home so much. very terribly so.
sekian. let's get back to business.
yang cintakan kedamaian (secara tak memasal),
han
