bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
babies are miracles. i guess u people know this kan. but seeing everything happen before your own eyes, is different. from the one in millions chances, the sperm fertilises the ovum. then it implants in a perfect site in the uterine cavity. undergoing the supercomplex stage of organogenesis. beginning as a tiny little thing in the mom's womb, advancing to term, escaping the one-thousand-and-one ways for a pregnancy to go wrong. surviving the gruesome, gooey delivery.
me, pastilah terusik jiwa melihat the swollen tummies of ibu2 mengandung bergerak2 sb the baby kicking macam ade alien dalam perut tu. sangat aneh.
what's all of this if not the work of Him. say, subhanallah, alhamdulillah, allahuakbar. Maha Suci Tuhan yang Menjadikan.
week two on obgyn. last day in coombe women and infants university hospital. but will come back in week fire to do delivery week. next week pegi national maternity hospital in holles st. and they say, we will be 3x busier in holles st than we were in coombe. great. like these past 2 weeks tak cukup nak drain all my energy sampai what's left at the end of the day is just my life-less body. okay. exaggerating. but you get what i mean.
hari-hari sekarang cuaca begitu memberangsangkan. matahari keluar setiap hari secara tanpa malu-malu ie tak duduk belakang awan or such. macam kebahagiaan kerana tiada lagi kesejukan. and i'm getting a 'good' bit of tanning. tadi nampak a bunch of schoolgirls makan aiskrim pop kat tepi jalan. suddenly i miss home teramat sangat sampai macam tak boleh blah.
sekian. dah malam. sangat penat tapi anyway marilah (cuba) melakukan sesuatu perkara lain yg lebih berfaedah.
selamat malam semua. maafkan bahasa yang tidak begitu senonoh hari ini.
p/s : paling seronok masuk postnatal wards. muka ibu2 yg baru melahirkan baby2 mereka. very exhausted and tengok drg pun tak larat, but then wajah mereka bercahaya dgn sinaran mata yg mencerlang sb happy sgt for the kehadiran baby baru dalam hidup mereka. kebahagiaan itu, hanya mereka dan Allah saja yg tahu,
[macam best je ade baby kan. tapi Allah je tau panjang mana umur kita and banyak mana rezeki kita utk dapat menikmati saat tu.]
