upset

sangat upset. why?

1. got hold up for an extra half-hour in the hospital tadi. and unexpectedly. half-hour yg sgt precious bcs i had plan. and that, managed to ruined everything. so i'm anal with time-keeping. so what?
2. my shoulder still hurts for no apparent reason. and mind you, it's the right shoulder and i am right handed. pain on all range of movement: flexion, extension, abduction, adduction, internal and external rotation. can you imagine having this all the time? cant even sleep well at night. (menulis entry sambil kepit tangan)
3. the sun is too suddenly too bright. i still cant cope. and hence, headache. headache almost everyday from too much sun. headache equals to non-functioning me equals to tons of unattended things-to-do. also, can lead to paracetamol-induced liver failure when i keep popping it into my GI tract in my sometimes futile effort to function normally.
4. sangat homesick. but with the impossible hours i'm having these days, there's no way i can talk to my dearest sweethearts back home during the week. this is really bad.
5. like eibhlin (pronounced as evelyn) said : too nice a day to be stuck in the hospital all day.

sekian. let's get things done when the headache isn't here. but with the uncooperative right shoulder, i'm not very optimistic.

yours truly,

han yg cranky